Saturday, July 28, 2012

"Tommorow Is No promise --It Is A Belief"

                                     "Tommorow is no promise --it is a belief "

                          Actually the truth or matter of fact in todays world with the amount of ways to express love ,,with the ever increasing social networks ,electronic gadgets ,,being in touch every minute  has become a distinct possibility -- reasons that eventually lead to lot of break ups -misunderstandings ---communication gap in frdships and relationships --the aftermath of such a occurence is the one which shapes u into a person for greater things in life --You fall or rise exactly after these moments 
                           Getting hurt is a painful experience no one wishes to have --but it is a way to test your inner strength --i have seen people broken absolutely to pieces after just one incident and have seen acceptedly lot few ppl who took it as a challenge to write their own destiny by sheer guts and determination ,,that is sumthing not taught by anyone --it is in u ---just as noone teaches u to love these things need not be taught --"The fire has to burn in you --full stop ".
                            Its hard to comprehend what goes through sumones mind --but i can do that to me --just few years back --i had a sister like relationship with a girl who mesmerised me with her undbinding love--to a stage where i could not imagine a world without her as sister --Seperated by a year --the relationship was perfect epitome of the word"Platonic relationship"--but eventually it all ended in few moments that  i was absolutely shell shocked  not knowing what to do --i fought with her desperately --i felt i had lost part of me --i was speechless sumtimes to accept the reality that its over --but sumhow with help from couple of my online friends i got the feeling that "If its over it aint over for  my life"--I saw that "In life it is inevitable that people who are not meant to stay in your life  will never stay "
                           "Sorry"--the final words i still remember so vivdly that made me feel bad and strong at same time --bad that i had lost sumone who loved me so much --strong that imwas gona find what im made of  after all this .
                           It took me almost a year to come out my self imposed exile --to defeat my demons was probably the biggest challenge i had yet faced --yet it never perturbed me to the fact that i had to run desperately to that same person to quell  that challenge --that was my moral victory over sumthing that almost drove me mad --life doesnt teach u this part -it gives u such situations to see what u can do with it --"Whether u see it as a opportunity to make urself a  stronger ,better person or Whether u r just as brittle as anything else in this world which can break at the earliest point of time possible  --there in lies  the millimeter difference in becoming what u want and letting sumone to destroy what u can "
                          I have had subsequent incidents like that but after  that incident i have never felt as bad --life seemed far clear -i got this feeling  that " Im not here to satisfy every one in this world --sum might take me wrong --sum might take me good --the only thing i can do -is try being true to myself --rest is left to god ,,fate and my destiny ,,Sighning off with the quote i wrote after ending (hope temporarily)of one of my supposedly best friends ,pal and brother .
                    " With what u wrote Im hurt --Im broken but despite whatever i know i will move on  for my destiny is not written by you to be ruined when u want --I will soldier on --a little more unsure -- but thats fine "

                        " Never feel bad for sumthing/sumone  u tried ur everything---Let it go --if it is meant for u --u will get it back --if u dont then u were never meant too"

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