st gift to me from God, he got my gift back but he could not take the love tht gift gave me for a lifetime
Friday, September 9, 2022
st gift to me from God, he got my gift back but he could not take the love tht gift gave me for a lifetime
Friday, June 18, 2021
This pandemic has given a whole different perspective to life - before this the most important questions tht will pester a commoner would b like in the lines of
" How much can I travel ,how much I can earn within this period ,where can I buy this thing ,tht thing ,a house etc countless such questions keep propping up but this time ,this prolonged lockdown has sort put a self realization on every one of us ,the most important question being " how many people have we earned - the true quest of our life is during this journey who really values u in life - if u could think of a handful of ppl u have to consider urself very lucky
" To how many ppl we r truly unforgettable - as a person ,as a memory 😊"
Because like me - I have lost few frds ,plenty of souls have gone just like a flash to this demon called 'corona ',its time to step back and stop our seemingly endless run towards nowhere in the quest of money and dreams ,stop for few hours and realize how many people we truly have earned along the way to whom we r unforgettable
I have had really one 4 a.m friend in my life - who was my soulmate for longtime before fate took us apart - sumone who continues to be in my memories for the beautiful presence she was in my life for over a decade - only during this extended time forced in house I remembered the old good times with some of the best people in my life .
And it was odd that many of them had gone in different ways to my path ,after all 'letting go'is also a art ,I admired all those souls who made my life a joy back then and now during this period I felt I tht admiration felt better because I personally felt I have earned some unforgettable memories with them ,never mind they r in my life or not ,the happiness I feel that I have had a journey worth a whole life with many of them .
This pandemic has shown life has no guarantees ,ur run for money will be endless ,ur responsibilities will be till ur grave ,but when u sit down alone - and think u have handful of souls who truly value ur part in their life as unforgettable - then u truly have lived a life worth all the struggles ,still think all this is a lie ?? - close ur eyes and rewind ur life - if it gives u few smiles with those special souls then that's all u want - especially in this terrible times - something for ur heart to cheer and what better way than memories with few spl souls .
The sun sets to arise only - hope is the one thing u should never give up in tough times - times will change for good hopefully .
Wednesday, September 9, 2020
" Some memories are like snowfall that falls on you slowly forever
Wonderful ,beautiful and ever memorable "
To the most beautiful soul i had ever known in life ---Happy Bday Mom
Mom where to start ----sometimes i just smile silently when i think about remembering u ---well to remember sumone u should forget them --u gave me too much love to ever forget u till im alive --u were the most beautiful dream i saw without sleeping ---
"U are the sun in my brightest times ---u r the moon in my darkest times"
u not only gave me life ---u taught the value of loving people from heart --i always wondered how u could never hate anyone in life.
Mother's are the most aesthetically beautiful creation by god --Always wondered if he took extra time to make them ---because i have always found them to be the most selfless ,most caring and torchbearers of the word "love"in this world.
My Mother was very special ,,,she was very very special when she left me ---now its been nearly 18 years --she well appears very very very special to me ---people who do see me after a time just keep uttering the same line ---you had a great mother and lovely parents ---the best thing about life is about being known as a son to lovely people -- no amount of fame or money can better that .
The wonderful mrng smile --that cuddle with ur hand on my forehead --that lovely hug while i slept --that magical angelic aura u had everytime i saw u --u were too good a reality for a careless,disobedient son --but you will be the single biggest reason for me always to believe that "love "is the solution to the toughest of situations ,
I still remember you uttering the words when ur end was nearing ---"No matter what happens --i won't give up "---and by the way u fought everythin with sheer will power and endless grit even death would have felt ashamed to take the life of such a brave and lovely woman very very early ---i think maybe god was shortage of good souls he took early --but not before you had given us all a life to remember and love u forever .
Happy Bday Mom ---I hope you are at peace wherever u r .You were the most precious gift i never knew i was blessed with --but now i know and will be the same till the last .Love u loads and endlessly.
Still awaiting your return ------until we meet again someday probably with u in my hands for a change to give back part of all those endless love u gave me :P :P :P.
Friday, April 3, 2020
" Every story has a beginning ---and a end but in between them all lies the chapters
Saturday, September 21, 2019
Me -- Its excruciating to think i have to live a life without the light of my life -my mother --everything seems to be ending too fast
My Frd -- "LISTEN AS LONG AS YOU LIVE --FORGET THE WORD END --REMEMBER ONLY THE WORD "FIGHT "----YOUR MOM WAS THE BIGGEST EXAMPLE TO THAT "
She was perfectly right -- i had right in front of my eyes the one soul who never gave up -till her last --she kept uttering i will not give up for my children ---i never knew how gutsy she was till death eventually shamefully took that wonderful life --Everything that has life has to eventually end --but thats just the beginning and end --the inbetween part is entirely ours--it doesnt matter how long or how short our time is in this world ---if we keep believing there is still time to realise atleast few of our countless dreams.
Despite countless troubles ,endless hurdles .improbable situations ,unbearable losses --just keep telling yourself --this is not the end ---as long as you live you can still make things better --there was short few lines i read few years back --which makes life is what u make of it --more than what it makes u look like to everyone.Those lines were
" If you see every loss of something /someone as a leaf falling from a tree --then you will always feel there will be a new one growing in tht tree soon ---Never lose hope--as long as u live -just forget the word "end "!!!
Friday, March 15, 2019
(The last six months of my life has been the most depressing i have been in my life --- for the second time i was suffering from depression -- and i knew i was battling depression when i failed again and again to do what i loved most --write what my heart wanted --it was the only way i could speak from my heart for i was not a good a orator and nothin much else--pardon me if this blog seems different because its like im restarting again for the best friend of my life --i have had many but now i have almost none but u were there always in my past , present and will be sumehow in the future too ---Happy BDay Daps)
" Your life is good if ur memories slide one by one leaving at the end with tears of untold joy in ur eyes "---To one beautiful soul who has been in the best and worst part of my life as a wonderful supporter no matter what --being just what he promised to be when i met him more than a decade and half ago--"A True Friend")
If at all there was a award for someone who made such a large amount of true friends purely through social media ---it had to be me :p--i was damn lucky to have had met some wonderful gems through online --Here's the "Achilles heel" i learnt though that comes along with that tag of having many online friends ---not all of them stick with u through ur good times and bad times --they just wither away due to fate and extreme level of expectations --but what won't wither is the beautiful memories u had with them -- the thought of their desertion in your most desperate times will be a minor glitch in the whole beautiful picture (i hope to go in detail sumday :P).
Sandeep Sheoron --- The first interaction with you was funny with your stupid shawn michaels dp in orkut searchin a friend with same name like me --fortunately or (unfortunately for u )--u sent a friend request that still remains the most important friend request i got in social media --i formed a chain from u to make so many of ur friends mine and their friends mine too --i was so fond of making friends that i failed to find the best ones among all the good ones --I realise now that it is as important to be true to sumone to expect them to be same to u,,its to me the most important trait in being a true friends,unfortunately i realised my mistakes bit late but letting go is also a art i guess --a part of life which is a must .
Your memories with me go back a long time -- i used to have the best times with u while online chatting --- you --with a terriifc sly sense of humour ---a brute honesty - a heart that is the softest in the world ---which was rightfully given to another wonderful soft hearted soul --eventually being rewarded with "The brightest little angel in the whole world "--you have everythin in life because u deserved nothing less --if at all wishes had wings i wish it could fly to u and tell how many i have---they are countless--for a wonderful human being even the best things in this whole world wont be enuf .
Nowadays we don't have time to know each other more --nowadays there is no time to crack jokes --no time to write mails --no time to talk -its the usual life of all frustrated "family responsible guys in the thirties "--we will keep running to reach one goal after and another --not realising what we are leaving behind ---we eventually run a race to our destiny all alone --but no destiny could erase the beautiful memories u gave me --the shoulder u gave me when i needed them (before this watsapp ,facebook revolution which i truly hate now :P),u are truly a brother i will happily take to me to even the toughest roads of life ---You will always be my lucky charm ,,my closest friend and now one of the few leftover good ones left in my life ---Thanks for being there and keep making many others life a living heaven by being urself in all their lives too ,,Have a wonderful bday with all around ,,,as for my gift ,,,,u have already got it :P:P:P!!!!--Have fun -luv u loads brother always ,,,,,till my last)
Sunday, September 9, 2018
For those who are reading this --If you have your mom with you ---go love her more -- hug her once again --- thank them for their endless unconditional love --i do the same to my mom pic !!!