"If I knew ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"

"If my mind was given a chance to speak
   I would have shown the world i was not lonely

  If my heart was given a chance to speak
   I would have shown the world i was not without love

  If my eyes were given a chance to speak
   I would have shown the world that tears speak

  If my past had given me a hint of my present
   I would have still got my wonderful soulmate

  If sumone had told me "you aint sharing ur life with anyone  "
   I would have shown u and said "Oh yes i do "

  If that master manipulator up there just gave me one fair chance
   I would have shown "This aint  just world  --its a replica of heaven"

 If i knew my happiness was of few special people
   I would have been prepared never to lose them which sadly  i have

 If I knew that my wishes were real only in my dreams
   I would have stopped dreaming because it hurts when ur wishes are real only in ur dreams
 
          ** I knew not much of so much but all my life i knew sumthing
                **  That i was loved truly --and i loved back truly
                     *** Just for that beautiful little time i knew how heaven might be !!
              
          Its well past midnight --Missing couple of wonderful people -with just the air around me to comfort ----Life cant be more cruel- the night cant be colder -I dont have anyone --not even my tears -but i will try to  sleep with the belief that there is a morning awaiting for me as always --a better one probably .